My pregnancy

The rest of the pregnancy went on normally. It was just hard always knowing in the back of my mind what was going to happen once he was born. I had to go up to LDS twice a week for non stress tests, where they would hook me up to a moniter and make sure that the baby looked alright. A month before I had the baby we went and met with the director of the NICU at primarys. His name was Dr.Null, he explained what would happen that I would have to deliver at the University of Utah and the baby would be put through a special window into the NICU where he would be intibated and transferred to Primarys. He also took us on a tour of the NICU, he took us to the "Ecmo" room where our baby would spend the first part of his life. I lost it when I went in and saw a baby with the same problem as ours hooked up to all the different machines. It was on a ventilator, had picc lines, and was on ecmo which is a heart and lung bypass machine. This all seemed so suddenly real this was really going to happen. I was devistated.